blacksouled's Blog
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3/28/09 0 Commentshey.....
what has happened since I last posted
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1/2/09 1 CommentHAPPY NEW YEAR!
Hey y'all how have your holidays been? Mine were awesome! I just got back from a youth trip with my ex youth pastor who now is a real and offical pastor preaching on sundays and it was hard to adjust to the fact that he was a pastor. He got real upset about something and messed up the trip for me and best friend (who is also a big fan of criss's) and so he finally got happier at the end me and my friends were talking about what could have possibly have upset him and one person said maybe he was just frustrated and one person said he was tired but Me and Laura (thats my best friend) think he was kinda frustrated at her cause she doen't smile but For now its still a mystery. I also want to say HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CRISS! Wish you a happy new year too, and that your show does well....wish I could go see it.
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11/29/08 0 CommentsYAY!
WE WON!!!!!!!! My cheer competension was yesterday and WE WON!!!! It was in Charlotte in the Time Warner Arena which was like 2 blocks from my hotel so we walked This guy who has been getting on my for biting my nails was there and was upset to find I had been biting them like crazy cause I was nervous and I don't do well with lots of people and when we got to the arena it was pretty full. I came up early but other then that I did well I think. I actually smiled the whole time......IT WAS AWESOME!!!!!!!!! All my stunts went up when they were supposed too and our tick-tock went correctly although when we practiced it failed and I got hit in the face when the flyer came down...ouch. But we weren't advancing so even though we did really well we don't go to nationals...boo-hoo. But it was fun. :)
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11/9/08 0 CommentsMy past year so far
So this morning in Church my mom freaked em out by crying she and my dad had been having an argument before church that morning so I attributed her crying to that but turns out it was because she misses my Great-Grandmother that died last December. I didn't go to her funeral and felt bad about it but I was in denial and confessed being in denial but that doesn't really help. This Summer I lost My Great-Grandfather and his wife with in months of each other Him first. I didn't go to his funeral but made a point to go to hers and felt better for it. October 30th I lost my grandmother on my dads side and my grandfather was so messed up about it that he told my dad the same story 3 times almost word for word. I then went to the lockin on the 31st and cried because I was worried about my grandfather And the bible study just hit home. I was unable to attend this most recent funeral because they live in Kansas and I live in North Carolina. I have had enough death for one year I think. My old Youth pastor told me this summer he knew how I felt because he had had had his birthday one year with 4 grandparent and by the time the year was up he had no grandparents. So I guess he knows but it made me feel like I was lod=sing everything I took for granted at that upset me I hate not being in control or at least not knowing what to do what to be what to say whats going on Why my life is falling a part that feeling sucks.
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11/8/08 0 CommentsBoys!
So my sis got a boyfriend and he is currently sitting on my couch. Looking very nervous. I invited my friend but he doesn't get here till almost 8:30. So I'm stuck listening to them till My friend gets here and I can laugh at his face!
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